I feel that this month’s newsletter is going to provide you with tools and support for being a soul having a very human experience.

A month or two ago I received an email from someone who gently threatened me. This person hadn’t received a recording of a session (because it had gone into spam or got lost in cyberspace). They were upset and voiced their concerns to me via email. I say that they gently threatened me because they were direct, a little threatening but also kind. I could still feel their soul behind their frustration.

So, me being me – not fooled by the game of ego in this moment – looked at myself. What is vibrating in me? Is there a part of me that’s bullying or threatening me?

I know that everyone and everything outside of me is a reflection of me, so I used this situation as an opportunity to untangle a pattern within me.

I found the pattern: the internal bully of the lower/conditioned mind was controlling me – telling me to maintain a certain perfectionism in my work which on one hand is great because I run very deep courses and sessions which need a healthy structure so that I can expand my frequency into high dimensions…but on the other hand I found that this part of my mind is placing a lot of pressure on myself.

My own mind was bullying me.

It was telling me to reply to emails immediately, complete tasks asap, ensure that everything was done fast and perfectly all of the time. Because of this perfectionism – I had received three compliments in the past week, saying that people enjoyed working with me because I provided them with the information that they needed very quickly. These were podcasters, magazine owners and a radio host. It felt good to please them, but did I need to do this with such stress on myself?

The pressure was building up that week. I noticed it in my mind. And I felt it in my body because I got sick for the second time in a month which is extremely rare for me.

So, when I received that frustrated email – I made sure to go deep inside of myself and clear out the pattern that was creating this pressure.

As I released it – I noticed more warmth, love and kindness in my life. My own mind was being kinder to me and this was being reflected back to me by the people in my life.

It’s never ever about the other. It’s only ever about Player Number 1 in your own world.

You’re the main character and this outside world is an appearance being mirrored back to you- based on your vibration!

Isn’t that incredible?
It means that you’re the creator of your reality!